defeated

this never ending mountain that i’m climbing is defeating me. my eyes are bleeding my legs are weak  my blood is cold and the excruciating pain running through my body makes me want to jump off just let go  and hit the ground  smack gone i cant hold on much longer i don’t want to […]

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Thought of the week

Pain is inevitable. We try to escape being in any painful situation, whether it be physically or mentally, because we just don’t know how to cope with it. We will do anything to fight the feeling of being hurt because we are fearful of what it might do to us. Which is normal. Our animalistic […]

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Broken

another panic attack another day of fighting the demons alone and my heart breaks a little bit more each time that i think of a life without you. . . i lie in bed with tears streaming down my eyes whilst my heart bleeds and calls out your name but i get no answer, and […]

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Thought of the week

Regardless of the pain that you feel, the sun will still rise and set. The moon and stars will still make their appearance every night and the waves of the ocean will continue to crash. The trees will still sway in time with the breeze and the rain will continue to pour. Life goes on, […]

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Dear the page that I write on…

Hello page, my dearly beloved friend. I’ve abandoned you for a while and i’m sorry for that. I know that the pen has dust on it. I can’t remember the last time I picked it up, and for that, I am regretful.  How have you been? I’m writing because I have a secret to tell […]

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Trapped

when am I going to feel beautiful? when am I going to look in the mirror and love what I see?

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If i could

When you say my name and look at me, it makes me weak.

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