Hello, how are you? We still haven’t met yet but the last letter I wrote to you was a while ago and I’ve changed a lot since then. I didn’t really know what I wanted from love back then. Or even what I deserved if I’m honest. But here I am. Older, wiser and spirituallyContinue reading “Dear future husband..”
To my anxiety, You have been my enemy for such a long time. You have bullied, antagonised and manipulated your way into every single situation that I find myself in. You are disgustingly talented at making me live in constant fear of you. Why do you do this to me? Do you get a sickContinue reading “To my anxiety..”
Hiya. I was going to post regularly on here but I’ve been a bit worried to. I’ve been advised by a few close friends that I shouldn’t express how I feel so much on social media/do videos when i’m feeling anxious or depressed. I completely get where they’re coming from and I know that thisContinue reading “Uphill battle”
this never ending mountain that i’m climbing is defeating me. my eyes are bleeding my legs are weak my blood is cold and the excruciating pain running through my body makes me want to jump off just let go and hit the ground smack gone i cant hold on much longer i don’t want toContinue reading “defeated”
Pain is inevitable. We try to escape being in any painful situation, whether it be physically or mentally, because we just don’t know how to cope with it. We will do anything to fight the feeling of being hurt because we are fearful of what it might do to us. Which is normal. Our animalisticContinue reading “Thought of the week”
another panic attack another day of fighting the demons alone and my heart breaks a little bit more each time that i think of a life without you. . . i lie in bed with tears streaming down my eyes whilst my heart bleeds and calls out your name but i get no answer, andContinue reading “Broken”
Regardless of the pain that you feel, the sun will still rise and set. The moon and stars will still make their appearance every night and the waves of the ocean will continue to crash. The trees will still sway in time with the breeze and the rain will continue to pour. Life goes on,Continue reading “Thought of the week”
Hello page, my dearly beloved friend. I’ve abandoned you for a while and i’m sorry for that. I know that the pen has dust on it. I can’t remember the last time I picked it up, and for that, I am regretful. How have you been? I’m writing because I have a secret to tellContinue reading “Dear the page that I write on…”
when am I going to feel beautiful? when am I going to look in the mirror and love what I see?
When you say my name and look at me, it makes me weak.