Hello, how are you?
We still haven’t met yet but the last letter I wrote to you was a while ago and I’ve changed a lot since then. I didn’t really know what I wanted from love back then. Or even what I deserved if I’m honest. But here I am. Older, wiser and spiritually much more aware.
Loving a girl like me isn’t easy, I know that. I get grumpy when i’m tired, I cry a lot, I feel emotions way too deeply and I’m certainly not a supermodel. But let me tell you this. I will always be loyal to you. I will be your best friend and biggest supporter. Nobody will love and care for you as much as me. I will put my heart and soul into making you happy if you are honest, loving and trustworthy.
I know I can be cold and go into my shell sometimes. It’s a defence mechanism that I use because I’m petrified of getting hurt. But if you’re patient with me and understand that I want so badly to break through the massive barriers that I have built around myself, we will make it. Please don’t give up on me and I won’t give up on you.
I want us to be each others safe haven. I want us to be able to turn to each other and know that everything will be okay because we understand each other in a way that nobody else does. I want to be so in love with you that neither of us notice anybody else.
And please, no lies. Promise me that you will be honest with me no matter what the situation. That’s all I ask. Honesty is everything.
I won’t beg for your love or try to justify the way that I am because I’m more than aware of my faults. I also wouldn’t want you to try and justify who you are either. As long as we are working together to maintain a connection that can’t be broken, i’ll be happy.
I will always put myself first and then you followed closely behind. Not because I have to, but because I want to. And I want you to do the same. I want to build a family with you and a loving home and I truly believe that together we will be unstoppable.
I can’t wait to make memories with you and to be with a person who treats me with as much integrity, love and respect as I treat them. But most importantly, I can’t wait until we finally meet and I place this letter in front of you.
But for now, wherever you may be in your life, I hope that you’re happy and I’ll see you soon when our souls decide to make magic.